Breakaway Babbling..

Yeah...breakaway is past...so is my something I don't wish to talk about..


Day 1:

Arrived at Sepang around 4 or 5..wasn't so sure because I was half asleep.. Later all gathered at the hall for briefing while waiting for our room keys.. The youth played games while waiting.. Kinda like harrassed the newcomers by making them do monkey stuff... Ps. Willard made them... =.=.. When finally the keys came, we brought our luggages up to our respective rooms.. There were about 30 rooms booked, and about 90 over people came to breakaway.. Some keys were broken, and then replaced with new ones..around 3 people in a room. Ok sorry I'm going off topic..

When in our rooms, we were called to take a shower as dinner was going to be readyin 30 minutes.. The girls had a little problem because they're girls.. You know what I'm talking about.. Speaking of my room now, my roommates were Christopher Tan and Bryan Ang. Both of them showered first, while I unpacked and explored the room. I discovered that the television channels included star movies, so I watched a little while.. When it was my turn to bathe, I realised I forgotton to bring shampoo and soap.. So I borrowed Chris's...

Went down for dinner and had service later.. Oh I forgot to mention, I was in a group called Papaya Peace. While the other groups included Pumkin Patience, Lemon Love, Fig Faithfulness, Jambu Joy, Kiwi Kindness, Grape Goodness and Guava Gentleness.. Did I miss out any?.... Ok anyway as I was saying, I was in Papaya Peace, our theme song was McDonalds.. You know the tune...

Around 12 or so, we returned to our rooms respectively and had supper, I discovered they provided instant coffee, sugar and tea in the room. The only thing was missing in the creamer... Never mind, me and my roommates played cards, we're not gambling, so you can't say we're breaking rule number 5..lol.


-x-o-x-


Day 2:

After breakfast and service, we played a game called "Don't wet my mummy"... Yeah I mean a mummy, the one egyptians wrap their dead in toilet papers to preserve them..or is it toilet papers?... Anyway, this was how the game went.. Choose the smallest and lightest to carry to be the mummy, in my group, we chose Amanda Sena.. Well she was the smallest and lightest to carry in my group so.. And she was a girl, so it fitted to be called "A Mummy". While other groups selected some small guys..so not suited to be called mummy... The objective was to carry your mummy to the other side of the field while keeping your mummy dry as there are bombers shooting water out of 500ml water bottles.. So you get the idea lah.. I forgot who won.. But I did not get wet throughout the whole game...wonderful..

We had lunch at around 1pm or so. Then we had 1 and a ½ hours of free time. Some went to the beach. Some went swimming. Some stayed in their rooms to be pigs. I went swimming.. The pool was so friggin shallow...and I forgot to bring my goggles.. So I can't really swim... Well at least you can swim freestyle with your head semi-ly up..

Later, we play THE-AMAZINGLY-NOT-SO-AMAZING-BUT-YET-TRULY-AMAZING-RACE.. Yeah you get what I mean..kinda like The Amazing Race that's shown in AXN... My group came in 2nd..not bad for competeting with 7 other teams.. We dashed straight into the sea straight after finishing the race.. The water was so warm...and shallow.. It's man made so of course it's shallow... Then later we return to our rooms to have a shower and take a short break. Then it was dinner and service again..

And we played the final game of breakaway, the final and most I-don't-know-how-to-explain game.. It's called Night Encounter.. It's a christian based game.. The stories of the past lives of christians, I'm not going into religion now.. If you wanna know more, msn me. I'd be glad to ceritakan without fear of being accused as religionist.. I slept around 2.30am..


-x-o-x-


Day 3:

Woke up around 8.15, almost forgetting it was PMR-results-out day.. And I was not home to take my results from school.. So I decided to take it the next day. After breakfast and service, there was grammy awards for best Mr. and Mrs. Congeniality and Newcomer. Then we had photo session.. After having lunch and packing up and checking out, we departed around 2pm..

Arrived in church at 4.30pm sharp as a needle point. My thighs and cramping like I've never walked for 5 days when I've only sat in the bus for 2 and a ½ hours...

Back in home.. Cramp still on.. Unpacked and slumped into the bed.. Thinking of my PMR results...

Ps: I thank everyone for the pigeon hole notes.. I appreciate them very much as they mean a lot to me..

"Here I wanna be a stranger"

Goldfrapp - Forever

Yours truly,
- W-jw ~

A blessing of tis season..

Merry christmas to all~ And to all a good night...=)

"A gift of love, a gift a joy. "

Good things come in small packages

Yours truly,

-Jw~

Time has come..and past..

Finally...and I mean finally, carolling spree is over.. I can sleep for 3 days and not wake up..get what I'm talking about..


Anyways, the days are closing by where all the events seem to happen at once.. Lemme list them out for you.

1. 25th dec: Don't tell me you don't know what day is this...
2. 26th dec: Morning of afternoon go take the friggin PMR results. Night bbq at church.
3. 28th - 30th dec: Breakaway camp.
4. 31st dec: Watchnight service.
5. 1st Jan: and it goes on.....

Btw forgive me on crapping about my future events. Here's what happened today.. The main event, carolling in Sunway resort, not pyramid.. Forgive me I said it was pyramid earlier... Moved to 4 different locations..each location we have to sing 6-7 songs wtf... And don't forget 2 days ago there was carolling too.. I have officially lost my voice..or more to say, my voice is hoarse now.. At least it paid off.. After that, around 9pm or so, went to KFC for dinner, and believe it, I've never seen so much chicken in my life.. Glorious chicken... The money came from the funds that church recieved from the past 2 days's performance.. I practically swooped 6 chickens, I think..and some meltz and fries..2 drinks.. Really enough le zzz.. I'm stuffed.. This can last me for another 3 days without food...

Later around 11pm, some carollers went to Old Taste, brother of Old Town White Coffee I guess. In taipan. We had a nice chat there, I ordered ice-blended mocha.. Regretted. I can't sleep. That's the reason I'm blogging right now... I guess I'll be sleeping around 4 or 5am.


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I finally found my reason for living, darling, how could I live without you..

I'd give it all. I'd give for us. Give anything but I won't give up.

Nickelback - Faraway

Signing off,
-Jsh~

Back and tired out..

Notice: Short post.


Returned from Tioman yesterday, returned from choir church performances 5 minutes ago... My legs are aching and my head is spinning. I can't sit and I can't stand....


Speaking of which, I gotta keep my word of my recent post..updates of my trip and stuff.. I guess imma have to delay it..(sorry people) Kinda left my camera in my bag, in church right now...dammit.. Haih, tomorrow carol some more....can really kill my throat larh.. My school choir also won't kill us that much... Then on Monday again carol at Pyramid... When the real christmas comes I'd have no voice already.. Yeah I'm complaining all right.. As I've said, I'm worn out..

"I searched for conversation but I was lost for words"

Tim McGraw - Tears In The Rain

Your's truly,
Jw²~

it keeps going on..

Read my last post about my 'dysfuntional functions of my phone'. Yeah...it went to the extend of my limits.. Added 2 'dysfuntional functions'.

1. Now slide down also no light..
2. 2 hours later, the whole display disappeared..

Yeah f*ck it... Guess what, I was so friggin stretched to my limits, I tore my phone apart. Its a slide phone...so, tearing apart...you'd get the idea.. I practically ripped the phone apart..now it's in piecies in my drawer in case I need any spare parts. I'm in desperate need of another phone now.. A simple one doesn't matter anymore, need to sms and call. Get me a Nokia 1600 also I won't give a damn about it.. I just wanna..sms...

Came back from choir in church, weary... Then cycled to U12 with Ming Yan, Jeffery and Josiah. Reached there, I saw Alex and his bro Nick throwing a basketball at the trees. I found out there were trying to destroy ant nests...Red ants actually, was bitten by at least 5 of them at different parts of my body...you know what i'm talking about.. Played some basketball. Later that night, had dinner with some of the youth in Mamak Bistro.. 1st time cycled there, accompanied by Ming Yan.. Dinner over, cycled back with Ming Yan again. But before we left the mamak, tersaid something to Mel and Ming Yan...I don't know whether I'll regret it or not..

Tomorrow, actually 10 hours from now, I'm heading to Tioman for 5 days, back at friday.. Also stated in my last post I didn't want to go... Anyway, next update might be about my trip, hope to post some pictures too..if I ever took any.. (I don't really fancy photos taken of me..) But since phone is gone(destroyed)...so I guess I'll have to resort back to my old digital camera I hadn't touched for 2 years...

12 days to go for PMR results to be out...

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I'm sorry darling, my phone really is a piece of junk... I love you darling, I promised I'll be true forever..I miss you..

Tell me this will last forever, Dont you ever leave

Jesse McCartney - Without You

Leaving keyboard,
-Jw~

And so it goes on..

Back..and looking good... Hair's abit messy though..

Oh ya...I'm retiring....F*ck the people there...racist bastards... Not surprisingly, all of the people working at mcd are malays. Next time when imma find a job, restaurants are not in my options list anymore.. Well as they all say, teenagers just wanna find a job to get experience and stuff.. So I guess I won't get the amount of salary I imagined.. But who cares? Its better to leave rather than to suffer at they're hands... Cb crew...


3 more days to go... And I'm away to Tioman for an unwanted holiday planned by my parents.. Please lar..I wanna stay home and do my stuff, they insist me to go along.. I'm going for 5 days, back by friday...


Haih...yeah, they found out who was the him... It was me... Can't conceal it anymore.. I'm only speaking to those who know what i'm crapping about here.. After all 2+2 will still remain 4..nothing's gonna change that.. Yeah...and screw my phone... I'm so irritated by the dysfuntions I could even throw it into the river if my instincts didn't tell me not to...

The latest dysfuntional update: When I slide up my phone, the lights go off. When I slide it down, it turns back on...

Let me list out the dysfunctional crap my phone features to you:
1. The microphone spoils for no good reason. Meaning when I talk on the phone you can't hear me.

2. The speaker has problems. Sometimes it would have crackling sounds, but thats ok when I kacau the phone abit it comes back normally.

3. The mp3 function reads files from the phone memory, not the Micro SD memory.

4. You have set screen saver and wallpaper. If you turn off your phone, and on it back, it disappears. You have to set it again.

5. The vibration really annoys me. Sometimes it vibrates properly, other times it just hums.

6. The 1.3 mp camera if set to 1280x1024, the picture wont cover the whole screen.

7. Text messaging. You typed a word into the phone asking it to remember the word for future use. After a few days of not using that particular word, it disappears from the dictionary.

8. IT HAS NO FRIGGIN CALCULATOR.

9. Recording videos, it doesn't record sounds..

10. And the latest, lights turn off when slide up, turn on again when slide down..


So as you can see my intentions of destroying the phone...so, F*CK NOKIA 5300! No offence Nokia, but that phone really suck balls...

15 days to go for PMR results to come out..

"Can't quite tell just what it means to me"

Greenday - Warning

Leaving keyboard,
-Jw~

Another tag....

K I'm rotting for 1 week with no new posts...here goes..



Rules :

- Pick your birth month
- Strike out anything that doesn't apply to you. (i'll make them small words coz i cant strike)
- Bold (or italicize) the best apply to you .
- Copy to your own blog , with all twelve months .
- Tag 10 people (wtf?...)


January
Stubborn and hard-hearted. Ambitious and serious. Loves to teach and be taught. Always looking at people's flaws and weaknesses. Likes to criticize. Hardworking and productive. Smart, neat and organized. Sensitive and has deep thoughts. Knows how to make others happy. Quiet unless excited or tensed. Rather reserved. Highly attentive. Resistant to illnesses but prone to colds. Romantic but has difficulties expressing love. Loves children. Loyal. Has great social abilities yet easily jealous. Very stubborn and money cautious.


February
Abstract thoughts. Loves reality and abstract. Intelligent and clever. Changing personality. Attractive. Sexy. Temperamental. Quiet, shy and humble. Honest and loyal. Determined to reach goals. Loves freedom. Rebellious when restricted. Loves aggressiveness. Too sensitive and easily hurt. Gets angry really easily but does not show it. Dislikes unnecessary things. Loves making friends but rarely shows it. Daring and stubborn. Ambitious. Realizes dreams and hopes. Sharp. Loves entertainment and leisure. Romantic on the inside not outside. Superstitious and ludicrous. Spendthrift. Tries to learn to show emotions.


March
Attractive personality. Sexy. Affectionate. Shy and reserved. Secretive. Naturally honest, generous and sympathetic. Loves peace and serenity. Sensitive to others. Loves to serve others. Easily angered. Trustworthy. Appreciative and returns kindness. Observant and assesses others. Revengeful. Loves to dream and fantasize. Loves travelling. Loves attention. Hasty decisions in choosing partners. Loves home decors. Musically talented. Loves special things. Moody.


April
Active and dynamic. Decisive and hasty but tends to regret. Attractive and affectionate to oneself. Strong mentality. Loves attention. Diplomatic. Consoling, friendly and solves people's problems. Brave and fearless. Adventurous. Loving and caring. Suave and generous. Emotional. Aggressive. Hasty. Good memory. Moving. Motivates oneself and others. Sickness usually of the head and chest. Sexy in a way that only their lover can see.


May
Stubborn and hard-hearted. Strong-willed and highly motivated. Sharp thoughts. Easily angered. Attracts others and loves attention. Deep feelings. Beautiful physically and mentally. Firm Standpoint. Needs no motivation. Easily consoled. Systematic (left brain). Loves to dream. Strong clairvoyance. Understanding. Sickness usually in the ear and neck. Good imagination. Good physical. Weak breathing. Loves literature and the arts. Loves travelling. Dislike being at home. Restless. Not having many children. Hardworking. High spirited. Spendthrift.


June
Thinks far with vision. Easily influenced by kindness. Polite (at times) and soft-spoken. Having ideas. Sensitive. Active mind. Hesitating, tends to delay. Choosy and always wants the best. Temperamental. Funny and humorous (funny? me? -.-). Loves to joke. Good debating skills. (VERY) Talkative. Daydreamer. Friendly. Knows how to make friends. Able to show character. Easily hurt. Prone to getting colds. Loves to dress up. Easily bored. Fussy. Seldom shows emotions. Takes time to recover when hurt. Brand conscious. Executive. Stubborn.


July
Fun to be with. Secretive. Difficult to fathom and to be understood. Quiet unless excited or tensed. Takes pride in oneself. Has reputation. Easily consoled. Honest. Concerned about people's feelings. Tactful. Friendly. Approachable. Emotional temperamental and unpredictable. Moody and easily hurt. Witty and sparkly. Not revengeful. Forgiving but never forgets. Dislikes nonsensical and unnecessary things. Guides others physically and mentally. Sensitive and forms impressions carefully. Caring and loving. Treats others equally. Strong sense of sympathy. Wary and sharp. Judges people through observations. Hardworking. No difficulties instudy ing. Loves to be alone. Always broods about the past and the old friends. Likes to be quiet. Homely person. Waits for friends. Never looks for friends. Not aggressive unless provoked. Prone to having stomach and dieting problems. Loves to be loved. Easily hurt but takes long to recover.


August
Loves to joke. Attractive. Suave and caring. Brave and fearless. Firm and has leadership qualities. Knows how to console others. Too generous and egoistic. Takes high pride in oneself. Thirsty for praises. Extraordinary spirit. Easily angered. Angry when provoked. Easily jealous. Observant. Careful and cautious. Thinks quickly. Independent thoughts. Loves to lead and to be led. Loves to dream. Talented in the arts, music and defense. Sensitive but not petty. Poor resistance against illnesses. Learns to relax. Hasty and trusty. Romantic. Loving and caring. Loves to make friends.


September
Suave and compromising. Careful, cautious and organized. Likes to point out people's mistakes. Likes to criticize. Stubborn. Quiet but able to talk well. Calm and cool. Kind and sympathetic. Concerned and detailed. Loyal but not always honest. Does work well. Very confident. Sensitive. Good memory. Clever and knowledgeable. Loves to look for information. Must control oneself when criticizing. Able to motivate oneself. Understanding. Fun to be around. Secretive. Loves leisure and traveling. Hardly shows emotions. Tends to bottle up feelings. Very choosy, especially in relationships. Systematic.


October
Loves to chat. Loves those who loves them. Loves to take things at the center. Inner and physical beauty. Lies but doesn't pretend. Gets angry often. Treats friends importantly. Always making friends. Easily hurt but recovers easily. Daydreamer. Opinionated. Does not care of what others think. Emotional. Decisive. Strong clairvoyance. Loves to travel, the arts and literature. Touchy and easily jealous. Concerned. Loves outdoors. Just and fair. Spendthrift. Easily influenced. Easily loses confidence. Loves children.


November
Has a lot of ideas. Difficult to fathom. Thinks forward. Unique and brilliant. Extraordinary ideas. Sharp thinking. Fine and strong clairvoyance. Can become good doctors. Dynamic in personality. Secretive. Inquisitive. Knows how to dig secrets. Always thinking. Less talkative but amiable. Brave and generous. Patient. Stubborn and hard-hearted. If there is a will, there is a way. Determined. Never give up. Hardly becomes angry unless provoked. Loves to be alone. Thinks differently from others. Sharp-minded. Motivates oneself. Does not appreciate praises. High-spirited. Well-built and tough. Deep love and emotions. Romantic. Uncertain in relationships. Homely. Hardworking. High abilities. Trustworthy. Honest and keeps secrets. Not able to control emotions. Unpredictable.


December
Loyal and generous. Sexy. Patriotic. Active in games and interactions. Impatient and hasty. Ambitious. Influential in organizations. Fun to be with. Loves to socialize. Loves praises. Loves attention. Loves to be loved. Honest and trustworthy. Not pretending. Short tempered. Changing personality. Not egotistic. Take high pride in oneself. Hates restrictions. Loves to joke. Good sense of humor.


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I'm a January dude, so..


January
Stubborn and hard-hearted. Ambitious and serious. Loves to teach and be taught. Always looking at people's flaws and weaknesses. Likes to criticize. Hardworking and productive. Smart, neat and organized. Sensitive and has deep thoughts. Knows how to make others happy. Quiet unless excited or tensed. Rather reserved. Highly attentive. Resistant to illnesses but prone to colds. Romantic but has difficulties expressing love. Loves children. Loyal. Has great social abilities yet easily jealous. Very stubborn and money cautious.



I tag:
No One...

Tagged by Li Teng

Rules & Regulations: Do not copy answers. The tag questions must be 100% the same. Tag people after doing tag. No tagging back.

I Tag:
1. Cerlyn
2. Joanne
3. Shi Hui
4. Vi Vian
5. Wen Hao
6. Melissa Ang
7. Carmen
8. Ariel Yip
9. Tzi Ying
10. Xiang Qi


You guys are obliged to reply......(not)

How you know 1?
Cerlyn - Churchmate

What would you do if you never meet 2?
Joanne - Truthfully I never met her before LOL. She's singaporean. Met her through Aerostory =x

What would u do if 3&4 dated u?
Shi Hui and Vi Vian - ...i'm speechless for this...(some people know why lol)

Would 5&6 make a good couple?
Wen Hao and Melissa Ang - They never even met before..

Do u think 10 is attractive?
Xiang Qi - Er.....=.=

Do u know anything about 8’s family?
Ariel Yip - Parents are pastors...has 2 sisters.

Tell me something about 9?
Tzi Ying - Known her since 12, was a prefect, her class was beside my class.

What language does 2 speaks?
Joanne - Not sure. English, Chinese, Hokkien, Cantonese.

Who is 3 going out with?
Shi Hui - No one gua.

How old is 4?
Vi Vian - 15

When was the last time u talked to 5?
Wen Hao - Last 2 days in Mcd

Who is 6 favourite singer?
Melissa Ang - idk...

Would you date 7?
Carmen Ng - What do you think? =)

Is 8 single?
Ariel Yip - Are you?

What is 9 last name?
Tzi Ying - Ying?...

Would you consider being in a relationship with 1?
Cerlyn - Er...no. Age gap too wide lol.

Which school does 2 go to?
Joanne - Have no idea..Singaporean.

What do you like about 3?
Shi Hui - Curly hair..lmao

Science and Snails

Lool...this happened just 5 minutes outside my house...



I found a snail, it was the harmful one, the one that destroys crops, plants in your garden, makes holes in leaves... It was crawling on my cemented pathway...avoiding the heavy rain that was falling at that time. Anyway so, since boredom took control of me, I decided to torture the snail. Bwahaha...

Stupid snail....eat eat eat my garden plantations only..

So later I followed my science book, it said the snail's internal body has some sort of chemical reaction when it meets sodium chloride(salt)...So I decided to experiment(torture).

This was what happened instantly

As clearly as the light reflects, you can see that the snail's 'body' turns to liquid.. I have simply no idea why it becomes like that, but it's fun though...destroying pest that destroys our garden.

I'll end here and now...Tll the next post.

Don't wanna be the loser and I've had enough
N'Sync - Bye Bye Bye

End,
Jw

Just another day as they say..

Back from work as usual...never thought I'd blog about my daily stuff after holidays started...haih..

In case for people who didn't know, I started working in Mcd in Summit 3 weeks ago. The pay sucks but, its still salary though... Have gotten used to the stuff that Mcd does...the only skills I'm lacking now is being the cashier.. Sometimes get confused with the buttons to press and facing some extremely sohai customers...=.= The fun part was preparing the ice creams. Watching the cream slowly swirl down a sundae cup or a cone lol.

After working hours I'd usually just walk around Summit..wandering around aimlessly. Reaching home later I'd just glue my eyes on the computer screen. If I'm not playing GC i'm reading people's blog... I quitted friendster with no regrets... (Yeah people, quit friendster and start blogspot!) Later, run upstairs, and dive to bed to catch forty winks... This just goes on for days sia.... Wondering am I turning into a robot liao zzz... I'm for randomness not robotness...=.=
Ps: Dont ask me what GC is cuz I wont bother to answer lol.

"I've become what I can't be"

OneRepublic - Stop And Stare

Till next time,
-wJ-Way~

Whish Lisht...

Yea the title says it all..note this is a short post...


I was nagged by 2 people to do this...I have no intention to but, zzz, for their sake lol....

This is what I would want for my birthday...(I thought this by myself...)

1. A new phone...
2. Able to wear contact lenses.
3. A cheesecake.
4. My parents to leave the modem as it is...
5. My own car..(to drive when i'm 17)

And the impossible/unpredicted..

1. Straight A's in SPM.
2. Be in college next year.....
3. UPSR, PMR and SPM never existed..XD
4. Meet Obama in person.
5. Mona Lisa painting in my room...(thats so random...)

Ok imma end now...whats difficult is not wishing what I want..is knowing whether its possible or impossible to get or not...

-Jw~

Every title has it's meaning

Yeah....the title of this blog says it all...so does my new skin and my new slogan...nice eh? Jk nia~


Well, I know its lame...writing posts in the wee hours of the morning, well thats my passion, lol... That's what gave me my title about: shadows of darkness...I thrived in the depths of darkness sometimes because I cant seem to find the light of the world... And to think actually thou once said: Let there be light!... I dont wanna bore anyone with this post now...people might not like it..


Just wanted to explain bout my new skin and title. Kinda like it...comment bout it~.. This few days happened alot of things.. Imma blog about it in the next post.

Random thought: Live your life well, you only have one..

Yours truly,
Jw

Perplexing Presidency

I've sorta nothing to do so imma jump to political news LOL...

NEWSFLASH: OBAMA WON!@#$@$%$!@#$! (IN YOUR FACE MCCAIN!)



Yep Senator Barack Obama is now officially President of the United States of America. Hard to believe, he's the first african-american in history to ever hold the post of President in the US. I trust there's gonna no more so called 'racism' as he once said. Joke here, a nigga in a white country is like having a chocolate chip in a white bar of chocolate...ok I made that up...=x



High expectations of Obama includes tamping down the US arrogance and aggression abroad. Obama has successfully realised the celebrated dream of slain civil rights leader Dr Martin Luther King Jr. Congratulations Martin, ur brotha has just made ur dream come true lmao. This is his dream: Seeing people judged not by the colour of his skin, but by the content of his character. Well we're suppose to see what's going to happen in SMK Seafield, for someone similar to Obama's case has been elected for some reason, guess its oso Martin's dream lols.

Random thought: Every great idea will be eclipsed by greater ones.

Your's truly,

- wJ-whai ~

All about movies..

Notice: Short post..


Watched High School Musical yesterday, it was good...in fact it was rather fantastic.. news went that it smashed all box office records!! Kinda forgot the amount..but it was friggin ALOT... Imma see Quantum of Solace rawr~

Ps..AXN too sexy ad is cool...and so random LOL

End,

-Wjw~

Depression Dilemma

24 hours a day, 7 days a week, 31 days a month... Maybe I'm exaggerating, but it's true. Sometimes, I would just wonder, why this term, called depression, exists in the dictionary...

Depression, a term used when it occurs a sharp pain in the heart, or feeling so extremely down... We as humans all just want happiness, joy, and all the other good events.... But as people are enjoying, the term depression is usually right behind the mind... When the world seem to turn against you, all thats left of you seems to have gone far out in the sky. People like you and me, we take things for granted, as if all were laid right in front of us, ready for us to grab it.... But wrong as it is, it will be gone before we even know it was there under our noses. Parents always keep nagging, wanting us not to take things for granted....all of us did...and slowly as time goes by, only nothing would have been left for us..

When does this term depression comes in?
I don't know about you, but I feel this everyday... It has become like a routine for me, until it seems as if God installed this into my life from the beginning... Maybe its just a punishment for me because I don't really appreciate what I have been given from young. Or maybe its just because suffering is what I live with... Considered yourselves blessed, you are but you just don't see it...like me. You, yes I mean you, may also think your lives are full of depression, but I can even say that you seriously don't even know the FULL definition of depression...This is the reason of why you people see me as a very f*cked up person being brought up unproperly by a dysfunctional family. Well I'm not going to deny that, it is actually the truth, the whole truth and nothing but the truth.. I'm sad to admit, but I just did.... Being hated by plenty of people makes it worse... When it all adds up, the total sum might be nothing more then mere depression. Especially when it involves friends... I lose friends more easily than making them.. Thats why I treasure them who really understands me and support me all the way.. Yes you know who you are and I'd just say a sincere word of thanks to you. But to those who just judge me like judging a book by it's cover, all I can say to you is ............... I'd better not say in case more hatred is conjuored towards me..

Imma bring this to an end now... Once upon a time I thought this incident, this happening, was going to be history, but I find now that it's going to be the present, and the future till the day of my final breath... Once upon a time, I'd thought my life was going to be better. Apparently, those thoughts are in vain... In fact, the thoughts now that are swarming through my mind, are filled with the only events of depression...

By yours truly,
Wj-Whay

Bored tag..

1.Do you have secrets?
- Who doesn't?

2. If you can have a dream to come true, what would it be?
- Have everyone to make love, not war...=P

3. Whose butt would you like to kick?
- A bull's...

4. What would you do with a billion dollars?
- Buy a mansion, feast at wendy's everyday, renovate the toilet and install a 77' inch plasma tv. If theres any money left it will go to RMCC..if you know what it means...=)

5. Will you fall in love with your best friend?
- Prehaps.

6. Which is more blessed, loving someone or being loved by someone?
- Loving someone who's loving me?...

7. If you had 3 wishes what would it be?
- Good grades.
- Get a laptop
- Screw Anwar...

8. If the person you secretly like is already attached, what would you do?
- Erm, let it be? Its their will...

9. Is there anything that has made you extremely happy?
- Duhh....

10. What takes you down the fastest?
- Nothing?

11. How would you see yourself in ten years time?
- I'm not god..

12. Who is currently the most important people to you?
- Friends and friends alone..

14. Would you rather be single and rich or married but poor?
- Each choice has it's pros' and cons'.. I can't really decide..

15. Would you give all in a relationship?
- Yes.

16. If you fall in love with two people simultaneously, who would you pick?
- The one I love more?...

17. Would you forgive and forget no matter how horrible a thing the someone has done?
- Depends on the situation.

18. Do you prefer being single or having a relationship?
- Refer to number 14

19. What's the hardest thing for you?
- Maintaining relationships with friends...

20.Tagging:
- Anyone who wants to be tagged..=x

Hungry anyone?

Short Post: I Like Pie =D....

Here are my top 5 favourites pies ..

Tis here a Cherry Pie..=)

Chocolate Chiffon Pie...very savoury..

Ahh...the Shepherd's Pie... My number one favourite.. XD.

Here is a Lemon Meringue Pie..if you ever seen one before....

Last but not least is...

Tada!!...the Apple Pie..=D. Its not round sadly.. But the ones MCD makes are not too bad either..

Now I shall list the order of my favourites..

#1 Shepherd's Pie

#2 Apple Pie

#3 Cherry Pie

#4 Chocolate Chiffon Pie

#5 Lemon Meringue Pie

Somehow I find chocolate in pies are not a suitable ingredient..XD

-J

Tuesday Treasurable Moments....

Came home with a feeling of guilt..... Wondered why it happened there and then....

Was invited for bowling around at 1400 hours...well didn't work out quite as well....my score kinda sucked due to the months I haven't touched a bowling ball....




This is a real story in a metaphorized version
At 1615 hours, I sailed far beyong the horizon...to a deserted island... Or so I thought it was deserted.....Met up with some inhabitants there... And there we were discussing a way to get me out from the island.. But as time passed it was getting kinda boring.. We spent the time playing wif a coconut...throwing it into a hole made in the sand....And it was then I met up with the person that was always on my mind...

I walked her towards a corner and spent the time alone with her...it was as if memories that were long lost were all coming back to me in a flash...at her touch I recalled every single incident of my past life... She comforted me after hearing my story... The feeling I felt that very moment was indeed beyond comprehension....certainly no words could just describe it. I treasured every single second with her...so did she...

When it was time for me to depart home, we walked hand in hand towards a small boat the locals made from oak wood for me to drift home..... We exchanged silent goodbyes to each other...but not before promising to keep sending messages to each other with a white dove... It was all just so fast.... Not long, a light rain fell.... I just faced up as the raindrops pattered on my face silently.... Wondering was it The Almighty One watching me from above and crying little tears of happiness for me... I was just not sure.....

Arrived home safely at 1935 hours, hoped into the computer chair and opened the internet browser and began working my fingers on the keyboard typing this short but wonderful experience, a truly memorable one...


Now signing off...
From what she loved to call me -Waiwai~

LOL tagged.

Tagged by Huihui mui:

1. What is your relationship of you and her?
~Kor and mui..

2. Your 5 impressions towards her
~Science and maths pro, curly haired, mad bout piano (and guitar now =.=), loves animals, and own a very annoying dog..(to me)

3. The most memorable thing she has done for you
~Erm...beyond comprehension...

4. The most memorable thing she had said to you
~Same as number 3

5. If she becomes your lover, you will...
~Be in history

6. If she becomes your enemy, you will...
~Be also in history

7. If she becomes your lover, she has to improve on...
~Her attitute and temper

8. If she becomes your enemy, the reason is...
~If I continued sm**ing

9. The most desirable thing to do on her is..?
~Won't happen...=.=

10. The overall impression of her is...
~A blessed mui~

11. How do you think people around you will feel about you ?
~Hatred

12. The character of you yourself is?
~People see me as a very f*cked up person perhaps..but i'm a very socialable person.

13. On contrary, the character you hate of yourself is ?
~Level of impulsiveness...

14. The most ideal person you wanna be is?
~A performer on piano

15. For those people who care about you and like you, say something about them.
~I really appreciate you people for the care you've shown me. I don't have many friends due to my attitute. But I really thank you for being patient with me all the way. Thanks again to whoever you are..=)


Now i tag:
Shi Hui
Ariel
Boon Hui
Carmen
Ming Yan

Job me, Job you?

Short post: ahem....










I'M HIRED!@#$! *dances round and round and trips over my rabbit*



I'll be working in MCD in summit at either 28th october or 1st november. Be sure to drop by to have a meal here ar? =x


Your's truly,
-Jw²~

PMR is history~

Yea yea....Gone is one of the biggest exams that would influence our future... i hope i did well...=.=


All the same I hoped that I could have done better....I predict a 4A for me, myself and I. Not much I suppose...but I think my studies is worthwhile.. The amount of improvement...is just beyond comprehension... I never even thought I could have made it out alive of the exam hall LOL...

After the last paper, I went straight home and went to summit =). Bowled there. Man I sucked...Oh yea I haven't touched a bowling ball since July...=.=. Later I met up with some other guys and we spammed arcade...(Daytona especially..) Watched House Bunny...Laughed my ass out..now one of my favourite lines: SWEET BALLS!!

At night, my parents took me to sunway pyramid to celebrate my 'PMR Over-ness' with a Korean food restaurant..Note the food sucked...=x so much for celebrating zzz. I ended my day at 9.15pm....practically dropped on the bed..SO TIRED@#@%!!

Thy end here and now,
ŵĴ-Ŵǽ~

simple message...


NEWSFLASH: I GOT MY NEW PHONE FINALLY~!#!@$@%!

its not a very nice phone...but I can finally take pictures and put on blog liao..XD


hahax..end~

-Jw²~

EMERGE!!

Back for more blogging~

On Sunday 31st.. MERDEKA!!!! *Raises hand in respect* no la me not so patriotic de XD...

Actually, the main event of this day was being held in Sunway Convention Centre...
EMERGE KL 2008 from City Harvest Church!! Priscilla invited me to go... Thks alot =P..
I was damn high there... the events they had there were like soo top class o.0, Guess what??

Do you guys know the dude that acted as the arch enemy of Jay Chou in Kungfu Dunk? In the finals he was the main player? And in Initial D as well, He was also Jay Chou's enemy...The car that crashed in the end of the show?....Well, he was there at EMERGE...lol I was like wtf??? Got to meet a real star..(Although I half wished it was Jay Chou himself..) And what surprised me was that he is a christian.... Lol look at his face...doesn't seem like one.. but he is!! He even prayed for us!! (not being religionist now..no offence plz ty)....Shook hands with him even.. and took a photo XD.

Dammit...if I had changed my phone earlier this blog would be filled with photos....Wished I had taken some EMERGE photos.. and guess what? The whole programme planning, the host, was mainly all youth.. respect for them.. High potential..=.= Had a real good time..really. I went home at 12.30am..With panda eyes.

Hahax, tired lar..

-Jw²~

o.0..recent happenings..

Hi people...=)

1stly... I just took my Grade 8 practical examination.. was so damn nervous... anyway its over... hope i get a merit.. if u noe wat i'm talking... hope i'm going for a diploma soon

And oh ya...thk god~.. I stopped sm**ing... really thk god~.. thks to friends who gave me advise and helped me gather the effort to stop....

O..Rakuzen was good...i was not able to take pictures of the food coz i lost my phone..>.< nvm i'm getting a new one soon enough..better then my S.E. phone i lost.. I went with my parents and brother together with my auntie that came from australia.. When we decided on dinner, she said she wanted to try japanese food and my father recommended Rakuzen..(great choice pa =.=) Food was good...my brother cried while eating wasabi on its on..stupid boi XD.. I was hoping for Agefuku, the new japanese restaurant in taipan opposite 7-11. My classmates say the food is damn nice...they try liao i haven't..=.= but my father say too expensive..so did my mother...( then why can afford Rakuzen? That is way more expensive..) zz.

Time to put down my pen le.. I mean leave the keyboard..lol.. Comment if you want..=)

Yours truly,
-Jw²~

About the author

Hi, my name is Joshua Wong Jun Wai.

I blog about life, and stuff which merely reflects me, and hoping to bring an influence to the world.

One thing I hope to influence, is music.

I play the piano, my major instrument. I enjoy playing this instrument as it really does reflect one's true emotions and feelings. Technique wise, I'm particularly particular.

I'm not a photographer, so don't expect to see many photos up in my blog. But I do take pictures of things that really do catch my attention, and hopefully catch yours too.



Academics really isn't my thing. It's not something I'm proud of. I get bored easily during school lessons, maybe it's an artistic flaw. I have my own dreams, and it's not going the academic way.


Knowing I have her on my side always, I focus my vision straight forward and be the best I can. Thank the Almighty God for letting her enter my life.

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My life isn't perfect. I never said it was. Life is short, so I'm trying my best to live the max out of it. Finding corners many missed to experience, grasp it, and live to tell the world.

IntroductionZ

HieZ, my 1st blog thus has been created. I'm not a blogger freak k, so I would sometimes suck in some posts.... Anywayz posts later on would be just some of the happenings in my life,
all just about Me, Myself, and I...


-Jw²~