So shall it be.

I hath press on to my objective. No more sleeping in class. (or at least quantity decreased)

Special big thanks to my sibei good friend. YJ. Dude, you hath given me the inspiration to move on once more, I hope it'd prevail long after. I've set my objective, I've set my goal.. Thanks to you, I'm on the path once again. I don't know to show this appreciation in words for you, but this is the confession of a mere juvenile.

Let's hardcore them physics first.. And slowly move on to others, lets own them minions.. And so shall it be, lets initiate.

"I'm awake, I'm awake"
Syllabear - Lone Druid

♥ing babe,
- Josh ♥ Jojo ~

Touch a wood.

This post shalt function as a personal reminder, and a precaution for others to take.

Today is was, departed to MidValley to meet with babe. Many mishaps happened today.. I'm not definate either it was fated, or shit happens. Train to KL Central to interchange train to MidValley, I was told that the train was delayed 45 minutes due to some non-related technical difficulties.. Nonetheless, I still made it to my destination, with her.

I'm not significating that one should avoid the KTM, I'm just statin, shit could happen to you in any way.

Here's the main juice of the lesson.

Makin out in the back stairs, when 2 big sized melay (yes, melay) security guards come bursting in asking for IC and what not.. Sad part, underage. 2nd, we're still in school uniform.. They found out by a muthafukin camera hanging up there. I surprised myself, it was right under my nose.. Technically over my head, yet non of my senses told me a camera was within my vincinity.. Furthurmore it was bigger than your head.. Vital mistake caused the downfall.

To make a long story short, the guards keep stating parents or school must be called up. If not we'll be put in what as known as hostages.. Never fretted, due to their directive perspection, and their intonation, they were indicating a bribe.. The guards keep reeling off the same sentence about how they'd caught other students getting further than just making out.. But I come to a conclusion they all got involved in a bribe.

Hence, they took the bribe, and erased the video recording. Nice way to make a living.. I can really bet this happened to all that was caught. Nevertheless, they left with RM35.. I reconciled the amount, they just took it. Amusing, and I thought they'd expected a few hundred.

I find this event intriguing.. Something most individuals might not expect.

Sorry babe, for this experience.. Experience for the better, better now than later.. Thanks for
To all ye coup-dê-Graces out there, learn from meh. Open your eyes, analyse, interpret, and negotiate.. In the end, all men need are the papers in your wallets..

Pictures will be edited into this post some ticks later. My phone is showing signs of retardation.

"My song echos"
Slithice - Naga Siren

Your's regards,
Josh ♥ Jojo

Les Memoirs.

Henceforth some hold-stills from yesterday and day before. Forgive my retarded substitute camera phone, it's pixels is only 1mp.

To those who aren't 1337 enough, seremban is a long way from here.. here are the steps,
1: Train departs from subang.
2: Reaches KL Central
3: Switch train that heads to seremban.

Whole process takes 2½ hours, how pleasant. Despite that, pleasant, comes after.


Some pictures on the KTM.

Companion for the road.

Perspective zipping through.

Sneak peaks in teh house.

Read between us.

Many more yet to be posted, most because of censory, and many other purposes.
Anyway, I'll slip one through.

Yes babe, I sibei love you lots..

"My strength, is yours."
Syllbear - Lone Druid

Your's,
- Jo ♥ Jo ~

Official statements.

I'm high.

That should be official enough..

Yesterday and today, I went to like, Seremban? Took me 2½ hours to reach there from subang.. Took KTM of course.. Now I know the routes like the back of my hand.

Today is a true triple kill for me. And I shalt explain why.

First off, the seremban trip.. To those who know why seremban, let it be shall we? =).
I leave home around 8, and reach there around 10.30. So basically I killed 6 hours over there with her~, 2 days, is awesome blissfulness.

2nd, today is my brother's birthday, and also my old classmate's birthday, so happy birthday Yu Hsuan!. And to my brother Joel Wong.. Go hit him for no good reason, he likes that.. Therefore my family (yes, including my father) went to TGIF for dinner. I never finished my chicken, it was godlike fulfilling...

Last but not least, hey it really is ain't the least.. This is truly out of expectation.



Hell yeah, finally...and I mean..FINALLY..

My dream instrument.. I play piano, most of you know it. But not many of you might know I have a sense of bass while listening to music. Usually there's a song, people singing the melody and stuff, while my focus is passively on the bass of the song.. Plus I'm a bass in choir, very much an important contribution.

More to post, Later to come. I'm worn out, I'm beat.. I'm tired, yet happy.. It shall be elaborated more, when I hath the feelin, the time, the energy, the passion.

"I'm more than meets the eye"
Tinker - Boush

Outcome.

Signing off,
- Jo ♥ Jo ~

Terrace Tranced

This is a post, from a broken hearted,
No silent prayer for the faith departed
And I ain't gonna be just a face in the shadows,
You're never hear my voice, but I'm screaming out loud.

It's my life.


Corny, but my link already says it all.

My recent post was a special dedication, so shall this one be, just another scripture be written in black and white, only in this case, it's over the proxy servers.

Many a time I hath sensed this, but why wasn't I sure.
I use to be able to feel things before they happen,
I know I'm wearing spectacles,
But it seems I'm growing blind to notice,
I am losing my touch.

I'm suppose to type this in paragraphs,
but I've conveyed most of my message to you in instant messaging form.
The times we had, our faith is sealed.
But no more, time itself was revealed.
Profound it must seem,
My cranium is bursting,
Not for the loss of words,
but painful flashbacks presumed forgotten.

Once upon a time it was,
not many hath known our past,
It's our dirty little secret,
But being dirty has it's price to pay.
Delighted,
but never lasted.
I used to know you like the back of my hand,
now it's darker than midnight.

My deepest message, convey to you, I hath not.
only time will tell.
Time is relevant,
Stripped from reality I was,
I feel the serenity of silence.
Reality has a mind of it's own,
knocking back sense into me,
I feel the surge with a cocktail of emotions.

As it is said, my message to you hath been acknowledged by you.
I've been finding ways to convey it to you,
I've threaded lightly,
Still I don't know how,
Because I don't know you anymore..
Sought guidance,
I use to think I was the source of it,
Nevertheless it is done.
A weight off my load.

People change,
for the better or for the worse.
Trust in my command,
thy path is cleared.
Let there be light,
for light hath been bestowed by the One.

Hence I shalt only be able to ponder,
over your last message to me
in the instant messaging window.


A dedicated post, ending with the origin to my blog.

"My heart is like an open highway"
It's my life - Bon Jovi

Your's .....,
- Jw²~

Imbalance of the force.

My father didn't know I hath reincarnated my blog. And I just got into some deep shit fight with him. It was an admirable one.. And before that, I just told him my blog was resurrected.

So I hope you're reading this "dad". This post is dedicated specially to you, my ex-father who is too fucking close minded.

You're a proud man eh? Every time you read my blog, you'd be so proud to show it to people in your office. So share this to all of them, so that the world knows how unlucky I am to even call you my father.

Yes, I've been given many times a lecture about "the love of parents", "the blood and sweat", "Their sacrifices".. Dammit please, I'm the optimist one, not you.. When people tell you that you're blind, you're still too blind to see it. I even added an extra verb called "fucking blind" to you. Obviously a pair of spectacles ain't enough for you..

For too long, I hath been seeking refuge under your useless wings of "protection".. People in the world reading this now will have the image of me disrespecting my "father". But it is your fucking inadequancy to interpret that.. Ye think ye the only individual to have put up with a child like me? I got fuckin sick of doing that myself to you.. Never I hath caught a glimpse of anybody's father in the world as delinquent as you.. The exchange of the term "fuck" already proves you're merely one minion of the damned.

I wish I could tell more to the whole world about this underdog. But my means are limited.. As one would have acknowledged my call, clearer than the clearest river..

I am disowned by him, not legally as the law states. Nevertheless, I still count it in my favor. So till then or never, FUCK YOU.. You were never my father, just like you said before me, that I was never your son.

Be grateful I never mentioned your name, I'm all a tingle to do so.

I'm just letting the world know what sort of father are you.

"What's done is done"
Crixalis - Sand King

Your's damned,
- Josh ½ wong~

Balance.

It's been long.

Hence I shalt only briefly state my past events, amusing.

T'was a monday. After the assembly, we practically had no teacher at all till the end of school. The end.

Tuesday it was.. Timetable was Chemistry 2 period, Bio 2 period, recess, Physics 2 period, Maths, Malay 2 period. After having my 3 sciences done, other teachers were absent.. A waste of a day.

And so it was today, which marks my final day of my music class, theory.. After seeing my teacher for over 12 years, the inability of words to describe.. Final theory exam, grade 8, on 15/3/2010.

God speed to me.

"I'll do my best"
Trogdar - Dragon Knight

It is,
- Jo ♥ Jo ~

Confessions of the dissonant note.

Time is relevant, so does life.
Sometimes the things that people might say to one are beyond a person's limit.
Henceforth a sibling rivalry.
We are close in heart, but different in blood.
I choose to respect those who deserves respects, but deprive those who abused it.
But all in all,
Its every man for himself out there.

"What would you ask of me?"
A quote not likely to be asked of people this generation.
How stingy can one get anymore
I have given everything I could.
I'm sorry if things hadn't work out.
I'm sorry if things didn't go your way.
But you hath trespassed the line of my territory
Negotiations proved futile.

Insults are passed from one lip to another as if it were a normal conversation
Racism is being somewhat occuring with a sense of humour.
Backstabbing is done oh so silently
Discriminations are that common since the invention of the cellphone.
Thanks for all these you guys have given me.
It made me a better person..
It made you lesser beings.
Thanks for proving that once again.

As the tide of my needs rise,
just like the ebb and flow,
the inadequancy to fulfill one's desires for lust and money.
Amusing.
I conclude to thank you.
For driving me to be just me and me alone.
Every man lives,
But not every man truly dies.
I am neither,
For neither be redeemed of his sins.

"Our blood, shall mingle on the battlefield"
Ish'kafel - Dark Seer

Your's truly,
- Jo ♥ Jo~

Tinge of reality.

Blind to surroundings, deaf to voices in your head, crippled in your own bones of disability. Human nature, the imperfection.

These few days, many individuals whom I've met, drives my perspective towards humans to a much higher level.. They say nobody's perfect, and I'm a nobody.. Quotes like these are far beyond time, it should be corrected as 'individuals on earth are merely pawns of the greater One'.. How far one is able to go, it is just but a limit.

A couple of people intrigued me on this post. One even brings up the subject about enemies.. The term is defined, as an opponent in a battle, or your opposition. It can also mean somebody that hates you, and vice versa. Having enemies is never a downside.. If somebody is your enemy, it means somebody is holdin a feeling of jealousy towards something you possess, and which the person doesn't have.. As well as it gives one a boost to strive for the better purpose. Hence maybe that is why the term "love your enemies" is named hereafter.. Though many find it difficult to heed.

Much intriguing. I've met a complete replica of somebody I've lost contact with 5 years, who is now in New Zealand. I came somehow into a branch of guilds known as the DeftInvade, who's other branches were DeftDefence and DeftFrontier. Its somewhat like an army assault recruit. (thats what I classify it).. The leader, simply known as the LordVepta.. His individual attributes inspired my choices of decisions, words, actions, and thus being a leader.. His greatest downfall however was, his attitude.. I can't portray much over the media, and it's up to you to figure how he was like. It's much interesting as to the contrary, that people really are created based on the Sovereign's image.

So after losing contact with him, who's in NZ furthering his studies. I'd lost all memories about him.. Till one fateful day, Friend's for Sale hath brought me the utmost unexpected fate any mere human can have. 2 fates in fact, one in which, most of you hath known. The second, is the replica of Lordvepta.. The choices of words, language, style of speaking.. Picture yourself talking to somebody back from the dead..

These 2, I hath the utmost respect for them, and its all that I have gained knowledge from, that has contributed to my honour for them. Sometimes, these people drives you to the limit one time too many. Beset upon the gift of tolerance, I have gained knowledge about humans, human psychology.

Reminiscing the past, just a mere revenant memory.

Up in heaven, the dissonance of serenity.



"Darkness guides me"
Razor - Lightning Revenant

Your's truly,
- Jo ♥ Jo ~

Tuesday Tensions

Hardly even defined as tension, despite the papers were hard, I 'd hardly even feel any tension.

English paper was never a problem, till this year they just had to give 2 essays with the allocated time of only 1 hour.. Many complained time wasn't sufficient. I was at the peak of ending, so it didn't really matter. Ass part was add maths, the teacher who gave the scale of the x-axis and y-axis, didn't even co-relate to the question. and ½ hour was wasted just by teacher walkin in and out not figurin what to do.. Proud as I must be, this would mark my first ever time to pass Add Maths.

Hence history, the most despised paper of all subjects.. My head was on the table before it even began, and woke up the last 5 minutes to shoot the objective.

"I'd rather doze than to waste my time on Sejarah" quoted me.
"Drawing graphs are merely killing trees" quoted Yap Zhen Wei
"1+1=3" quoted Oxford.

Screw exams, off to DotA.

"By ebb, and flow"
Slardar - Slithereen Guard

Your's truly,
- Jo ♥ Jo ~