Short post: I have an ulcer in my entrance of my trachea..
Today's tuesday, tired out... Later got chemistry tuition at 3.30pm.. Go clean myself 1st..cya.
Going off,
-Wjw ♥ Njw 4EvA~
Monday, January 19, 2009
Saturday, January 17, 2009
Title Truce Talks
The hell I care, the hell I care, the heck I care..
Get this clear...get that clear, first, you said I changed. Later, you wished my old self back.. Which one are you trying to confuse people, or even confuse yourself?
The hell I care, I cared for you as if you were my real younger sister ok? And speaking of friggin which, someone doesn't even want me to change at all now and ever. And somewhat 2 years ago I keep hearing these words 'please change la Joshua' from almost the same person every now and then.. Oh hoh I'm trapped in a dilemma whether to change or not?..
The hell I'd get angry at you, the hell I'd always criticize you about what you always tell me over the phone. THE HELL I'd always say you were my beloved mei.. BECAUSE YOU ARE MY ONE AND ONLY MEI OK?? You'd probably wouldn't and never noticed that, but as hell you know I never lied to you EVEN ONCE.. Once upon a time I told you randomness strikes me.. The hell I even knew whether you gave a damn about it or not.
The hell I'd scold you for f"cks arh? I won't waste my breath talking or commenting anything to anyone I didn't care for.. You have another kor, so you lose one also no friggin big deal right? You made your choice, I'm nobody now to comment anything right? Fine, lets leave things like that. At least you left one big brother to give you a shoulder to cry on, and so call me to leave your life alone to continue your 'JOURNEY OF LIFE"..
Get this clear...get that clear, first, you said I changed. Later, you wished my old self back.. Which one are you trying to confuse people, or even confuse yourself?
The hell I care, I cared for you as if you were my real younger sister ok? And speaking of friggin which, someone doesn't even want me to change at all now and ever. And somewhat 2 years ago I keep hearing these words 'please change la Joshua' from almost the same person every now and then.. Oh hoh I'm trapped in a dilemma whether to change or not?..
The hell I'd get angry at you, the hell I'd always criticize you about what you always tell me over the phone. THE HELL I'd always say you were my beloved mei.. BECAUSE YOU ARE MY ONE AND ONLY MEI OK?? You'd probably wouldn't and never noticed that, but as hell you know I never lied to you EVEN ONCE.. Once upon a time I told you randomness strikes me.. The hell I even knew whether you gave a damn about it or not.
The hell I'd scold you for f"cks arh? I won't waste my breath talking or commenting anything to anyone I didn't care for.. You have another kor, so you lose one also no friggin big deal right? You made your choice, I'm nobody now to comment anything right? Fine, lets leave things like that. At least you left one big brother to give you a shoulder to cry on, and so call me to leave your life alone to continue your 'JOURNEY OF LIFE"..
"Yeah I know that everyone gets scared, but I've become what I can't be "
OneRepublic - Stop and Stare
Over my head,
-Josh~
Saturday Stress..
*munches on garlic bread* today is sunday..yea I friggin know that.. But I'm gonna summarize saturday on a sunday... Typical eh?
Alright, get down to business.. Yeah you know who I'm talking to. If it wasn't for your friggin post it won't have gotten that bad.. You think you're the only one stressed? Well THINK AGAIN.. Diusions also I have more than you.. I offline in class, do you?
Btw, you have NO RIGHT to even question how she even can accept me. You didn't that time. It was your friggin problem. And if you knew me so well like you said, you wouldn't even have posted that post.. And get this right, I told you how to stand up for your own decisions, and you decided to use that against me?.. How f*cked up can that get? And you still hasn't even changed ONE FRIGGIN BIT.
I've no time to stand up such nonsense, if you want me to stay out of your so called 'life', so be it. You've got more than you ever bargained for.
Ending right here right now,
- W-Jw ~
Alright, get down to business.. Yeah you know who I'm talking to. If it wasn't for your friggin post it won't have gotten that bad.. You think you're the only one stressed? Well THINK AGAIN.. Diusions also I have more than you.. I offline in class, do you?
Btw, you have NO RIGHT to even question how she even can accept me. You didn't that time. It was your friggin problem. And if you knew me so well like you said, you wouldn't even have posted that post.. And get this right, I told you how to stand up for your own decisions, and you decided to use that against me?.. How f*cked up can that get? And you still hasn't even changed ONE FRIGGIN BIT.
I've no time to stand up such nonsense, if you want me to stay out of your so called 'life', so be it. You've got more than you ever bargained for.
"Bound to misery and seduction, there's no need for this self-destruction"
Kingdom Come - Both of Us
Ending right here right now,
- W-Jw ~
Friday, January 16, 2009
Summary of Some Seriously Stressful Situations..
Speaking of serious, the 2nd week of school is already killing me.. And here I am finally relieving stress..by onlining..
Well I can't seem to recall many things that happened over this week. Ever since I entered form 4, my brain seemed to have slowed down. In other words, the processer in my head is not functioning well.. I tend to forget stuff..which I don't usually.. And I'm extra blur..which is so not me... Yes I'm blur..but not suddenly so blur until recently..
Crappination, my schedule of the week is so full, I can't even go my green house training.. Its on a tuesday afternoon, but I have chemistry tuition.. And can't be replaced by other days because all are filled up with tuitions and activities.. January itself has already swallowed up approximately RM12xx and above if I'm not mistaken. To pay tuition fees and registration fees and useless fees... Never in my life I saw $$ like that just going off my hands.. Nevertheless, for my future, I guess the pain has to be beared..lol.
Over the days, I caught a flu, is it a flu?.. My nose kept leaking in class.. Yes, I mean leaking..you get what I mean... I started to sleep around 11+ at the start, but lately, I've been sleeping around 12am-2am. Don't get me wrong, I don't stay up to online, but doing homework, outstanding homework, and packing bags.. Usually I'd pack my bag in 5 minutes or so. Now it's taking me more than 15 minutes.. The textbooks, workbooks, exercise books, and paperwork are one of the main reasons I'm so blur right now... Compared to form 3,2, and 1, form 4 has seriously alot of these... Sometimes because of insufficient sleep, I'll offline in class.. Twice I went offline in the lab, I was called to run around.. But I didn't of course..
Today, after school, I had choir. I passed the audition for the interschool competition team.. Damn, another stress coming up soon.. Nevertheless I needed the marks for koko..and for the sake of my bass members as well.. Our school choir has archived many during the past few years. 2 years ago, choir of SMK Seafield came in 2nd for the district competition. Last year, came in 1st for a Subang Parade. I don't know the details because I wasn't in for last year.
Anyway I'm going off topic.. I'm talking stress, I'm talking headaches.. I wonder how this year form 5 managed to escape form 4 alive last year.. I just came home from my bm tuition just now...relieving stress now on the computer.. I guess I'll be offline going wireless in school tomorrow.. Don't want that to happen. So I must leave now..
Yours truly,
-Wjw ♥ Njw 4EvA~
Well I can't seem to recall many things that happened over this week. Ever since I entered form 4, my brain seemed to have slowed down. In other words, the processer in my head is not functioning well.. I tend to forget stuff..which I don't usually.. And I'm extra blur..which is so not me... Yes I'm blur..but not suddenly so blur until recently..
Crappination, my schedule of the week is so full, I can't even go my green house training.. Its on a tuesday afternoon, but I have chemistry tuition.. And can't be replaced by other days because all are filled up with tuitions and activities.. January itself has already swallowed up approximately RM12xx and above if I'm not mistaken. To pay tuition fees and registration fees and useless fees... Never in my life I saw $$ like that just going off my hands.. Nevertheless, for my future, I guess the pain has to be beared..lol.
Over the days, I caught a flu, is it a flu?.. My nose kept leaking in class.. Yes, I mean leaking..you get what I mean... I started to sleep around 11+ at the start, but lately, I've been sleeping around 12am-2am. Don't get me wrong, I don't stay up to online, but doing homework, outstanding homework, and packing bags.. Usually I'd pack my bag in 5 minutes or so. Now it's taking me more than 15 minutes.. The textbooks, workbooks, exercise books, and paperwork are one of the main reasons I'm so blur right now... Compared to form 3,2, and 1, form 4 has seriously alot of these... Sometimes because of insufficient sleep, I'll offline in class.. Twice I went offline in the lab, I was called to run around.. But I didn't of course..
Today, after school, I had choir. I passed the audition for the interschool competition team.. Damn, another stress coming up soon.. Nevertheless I needed the marks for koko..and for the sake of my bass members as well.. Our school choir has archived many during the past few years. 2 years ago, choir of SMK Seafield came in 2nd for the district competition. Last year, came in 1st for a Subang Parade. I don't know the details because I wasn't in for last year.
Anyway I'm going off topic.. I'm talking stress, I'm talking headaches.. I wonder how this year form 5 managed to escape form 4 alive last year.. I just came home from my bm tuition just now...relieving stress now on the computer.. I guess I'll be offline going wireless in school tomorrow.. Don't want that to happen. So I must leave now..
"Cause nobody wants to be the last one there, cause everyone wants to feel like someone cares"
Nickelback - Gotta Be Somebody
Yours truly,
-Wjw ♥ Njw 4EvA~
Saturday, January 10, 2009
Computer crashing craziness...
Last post was at dec 31 2008... thats long...
I just turned 16 the last 3 days ago... Now I know sweet 16 was named for a reason...
I just came back for blogging. I thought my computer crashed, because I couldn't turn on my computer.. Then I sent it for repair. It came back today saying it was just the motherboard that is the problem..so...
THANK GOD MY STUFF ARE NOT GONE..=D
but the con part is...
A motherboard costs far more than a hard drive...==
Sorry this time I ran out of time to put a song... Next time bahs.. My time is running out... Will be back soon for more blogging..
End,
-Jw~
I just turned 16 the last 3 days ago... Now I know sweet 16 was named for a reason...
I just came back for blogging. I thought my computer crashed, because I couldn't turn on my computer.. Then I sent it for repair. It came back today saying it was just the motherboard that is the problem..so...
THANK GOD MY STUFF ARE NOT GONE..=D
but the con part is...
A motherboard costs far more than a hard drive...==
Sorry this time I ran out of time to put a song... Next time bahs.. My time is running out... Will be back soon for more blogging..
End,
-Jw~
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