Well I can't seem to recall many things that happened over this week. Ever since I entered form 4, my brain seemed to have slowed down. In other words, the processer in my head is not functioning well.. I tend to forget stuff..which I don't usually.. And I'm extra blur..which is so not me... Yes I'm blur..but not suddenly so blur until recently..
Crappination, my schedule of the week is so full, I can't even go my green house training.. Its on a tuesday afternoon, but I have chemistry tuition.. And can't be replaced by other days because all are filled up with tuitions and activities.. January itself has already swallowed up approximately RM12xx and above if I'm not mistaken. To pay tuition fees and registration fees and useless fees... Never in my life I saw $$ like that just going off my hands.. Nevertheless, for my future, I guess the pain has to be beared..lol.
Over the days, I caught a flu, is it a flu?.. My nose kept leaking in class.. Yes, I mean leaking..you get what I mean... I started to sleep around 11+ at the start, but lately, I've been sleeping around 12am-2am. Don't get me wrong, I don't stay up to online, but doing homework, outstanding homework, and packing bags.. Usually I'd pack my bag in 5 minutes or so. Now it's taking me more than 15 minutes.. The textbooks, workbooks, exercise books, and paperwork are one of the main reasons I'm so blur right now... Compared to form 3,2, and 1, form 4 has seriously alot of these... Sometimes because of insufficient sleep, I'll offline in class.. Twice I went offline in the lab, I was called to run around.. But I didn't of course..
Today, after school, I had choir. I passed the audition for the interschool competition team.. Damn, another stress coming up soon.. Nevertheless I needed the marks for koko..and for the sake of my bass members as well.. Our school choir has archived many during the past few years. 2 years ago, choir of SMK Seafield came in 2nd for the district competition. Last year, came in 1st for a Subang Parade. I don't know the details because I wasn't in for last year.
Anyway I'm going off topic.. I'm talking stress, I'm talking headaches.. I wonder how this year form 5 managed to escape form 4 alive last year.. I just came home from my bm tuition just now...relieving stress now on the computer.. I guess I'll be offline going wireless in school tomorrow.. Don't want that to happen. So I must leave now..
"Cause nobody wants to be the last one there, cause everyone wants to feel like someone cares"
Nickelback - Gotta Be Somebody
Yours truly,
-Wjw ♥ Njw 4EvA~
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